“Am I Fat”?

Am I fat?
I ask that question to myself everyday and no one has the right to tell me that I am fat. I was born as a very skinny child and doctors were afraid I might die, but my mom took great care of me and I survived and now I am a healthy person or you can call a “FAT” one.

Once I went out of state to meet my aunt after my years and the first time she look at me the only word she said “ you are too fat” and literally touch my checks and hands and tell me to lose my weight. I was shocked that the first thing she notices was about my body and that was I am fat.I don’t fell that I am fat, I am 5’8 and 140pounds,big hips, but my doctor never tell me that I am fat. But people around me always keep telling me that I am fat, my family especially. I was thin trough high school but I start gaining wait when I started college. I think there is so much pressure when you are in college and when I am under pressure I eat a lot of food, especially chocolates and junk food. I cannot help it that’s how I control my depression and because everybody is different people deal with their depression differently, but that’s my way dealing with it. Furthermore I believe as you grow up your body biologically changes, your metabolism become slower then it was when you are young or in your teen. But people don’t care they always want you to look your skinny as you were in High school, but sorry I cannot do that.
After taking this class I learned a lot of things about bodies and one of that was every body shape is different and how people will always judge you by your body. But you need to learn that’s its your body and you have the right to control it and I believe that my body is mine and I should have the right to make choices about it and I don’t feel that I am fat.

3 thoughts on ““Am I Fat”?

  1. In all honesty, I believe that you should do what makes you feel happy, and not base how you view you body on what other people tell you. I know saying that everyone’s views of beauty are different is extremely cliché when it comes to topics like this, but the truth is that everyone has been conditioned to see their bodies, and other bodies, in a certain way.

  2. I love this. I haven’t been strong enough to shut the other people’s voices out so I let them convince me that I was fat and I started dieting and then bingeing and then dieting and so on. Love yourself and keep this up!

  3. Your blog was very interesting because it showed how you feel about your own body compared to family members and society around you. I like that you are able to be happy about your body and live how you enjoy. I also relate because some of my own family points out what a “healthy weight” would be and how to achieve it.

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