Trying Something New Before I Graduate…

Image of a silhouette of a dance that is mid dancing with one arm in the air and one leg bent.

Recently I had the opportunity to participate in a dance for a school organization event on campus. While this seemed exciting I was extremely hesitant as I didn’t believe that I was “built” to dance. I was very nervous going into the first practice because I knew that there was going to be a clear distinction between my size and the other girl’s size. However, I knew I wanted to participate as this is my last semester and I wanted to do something that was out of my comfort zone. The first practice went really well and I was caught off guard. All the girls that I would be dancing with were really nice and helpful when going over the dance moves. Going to these dance practices really made me feel better about myself and my body. During these practices I noticed how much work it really was to dance for even a minute straight. I became more aware of my movements and my environment in a good way. Learning to position myself in different places and finding different ways to dance to a certain lyric was very fun for me. Another thing about me is that I dislike public speaking, even presenting in class is a big barrier for me. I get really nervous and tend to mess up a lot, so cue to event day, I remember not being nervous at all when I was about to perform in front of 200+ people. I was shocked at myself too because usually I would be jittery or trying to back out at the last minute. The actual performance was a blur for me but all I know is that I did my best and I felt really good about myself. Becoming more aware of my surroundings reminded me of “As the Earth Dances” by Kimerer LaMothe “Insofar as dancing can educate people’s sensory awareness to their own movement as the movement of nature within them…” I related to this as I was very aware of my own environment during practice and during the actual performance. Overall, I am really glad I did this before I graduated and had fun doing it!

3 thoughts on “Trying Something New Before I Graduate…

  1. I’m extremely proud of you!! I can really relate to that feeling of not being able to speak in front of people , I struggle all the time lol. BUT YOU DID IT! That’s and achievement worth celebrating; and those girls hat helped you feel better are the epitome of great teammates. I hope you can continue to dance and do fun things after college because you deserve it and you deserve to feel good about your body.

  2. This is so AMAZING! It is such a rush to perform a piece you have been rehearsing for an audience and it to do when it’s a completely new experience is no small feat. I love that you had such a positive experience with dancing and were able to gain confidence in your ability throughout this journey. Dance is really amazing that way because it pushes you out of your comfort zone and enables you to exist in a way that you may have never thought possible before. It can be such a positive and happy experience when you get to connect with others in activities like this and then show off your hard work at the end of the journey!

  3. Finding a space where you feel so comfortable like you have here is so important. No matter where one finds this, everyone should try to. Something that puts you just out of your comfort zone, but still makes you feel good doing it is very good for personal growth. I am very glad that you found this!

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