
Bent, Bashed, Broken… I am nursing my own wounds.
I am stretched out wide but still I am shrunken & overlooked.
Sitting on a throne above the heads of many yet I look each of them in the eye.
I wipe their tears & I hear their cries.
They all want to know the secret of my dances.
Why choose to survive when oppression’s vice grip breaks my bones?
Why does my heart continue its dances?
How do I keep up when the earth never stops spinning while dancing rewinds the clock on my face?
The dances that define my divinity burn within a soul that sings the songs & rule the time.
In that time, wherever I stand that space is mine.
It’s there where the dances are done, & in that space my soul’s songs are sung.
Spinning and Swirling I reach high with hopes of experiencing a new feel & don’t worry, I will.
A remarkable existence if I must say.
An adaptive sway for the intimate encounters that pass by my way.
These are the same dances done by the fire’s flames.
I waltz the same waltz that puddles waltz when it rains.
My tears are called resilience & my beads of sweat are named endurance.
You can master the secret of my dances. Watch me give you reassurance.
The messages might escape you but it’s not of your choosing.
The secret to my dance, is to just keep moving.
Growing up within a world that was constructed through the naturalized standards of body movements, I noticed my brother’s body stood out. As he stayed wheelchair bound and I walked beside him as my mother lifted him upstairs I felt this desire to want the world to be more accessible to my brother. With small inconveniences becoming the reason my brother’s nurses refuse to take him out his room, I saw that my brother’s impairment in which he did not cause nor create was what caused the world to seem unfair to him. Being diagnosed with something as debilitating as