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I have stretch marks
Stretch marks
The stretching of skin
Appearing on those from thick to thin
Some on men, best friend to women
Those fierce lines
The tiger stripes of woman pride
That we all try to hide
But I don’t know why
I thought we were all about beauty being natural
Then why is media beauty posed as unfactual
The bodies I see on my phone are unachievable and irrational
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I am not a size zero
I don’t have a tiny waist of a superhero
I have a belly whether I’m full or famished
I sometimes don’t eat a salad with my sandwich
I have rolls on my back
My biggest curves is all of me from my thighs, hips to my rack
The mastery of self control is something I sometimes lack
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I don’t believe it’s an ugly thing to be fat
“Do I look fat in this”
“Does this dress make me look big”
“I look so fat in this pic”
Since when has big become unattractive
Society says it impossible to be fat and attractive
Oh but being “PHAT” is okay
Oh she got all the right curves the guys like to say
So the bigger the better only applies to breast and ass
If your chest is bigger than your stomach then you get a free pass
“You’re not that fat”
What do you want me to say?thank you?
I don’t think so
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Skinny and healthy aren’t the same word
I can be plus size and in shape no matter what you’ve heard
You know what I’ve been forced to learn?
If my skinny friend eats burgers and fries no one bats an eye
But if I stuff my face all eyes turn attention to my not so tiny waist
I guess you can only pig out if you’re the size of twig
I’m tired of my outside appearance taking from whats within
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My “summer body” is my every day body
Everyone’s body is a “summer body”
I won’t hide my arms because they jiggle when I raise my hand
I won’t refuse to sit down to conceal my rolls or hold in my stomach when I stand
Editing insta pics so I look like Kim K
When her body was permanently fixed to look that way
I will not keep altering
When society is the one who’s faltering
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Skinny girls have body problems but we have it worse
Now before y’all throw a fit, society doesn’t hit you where it hurts
Halsey is the standard, Megan Fox is the goal
Lizzo is one of my only plus size idols, and her advocating for fat girls has taken its toll
Her comments stacked with all kinds of trolls
“Cover your body” and “No one wants to see all that”
Maybe it is a death sentence to be fat
It damn well shouldn’t be
Just in case society brain washed you about my own body, I had to warn you
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I am beautiful
I am not beautiful in spite of my rolls, cellulite, and flab
I’m beautiful because of that
I love this poem. I especially love the lines “So the bigger the better only applies to breast and ass/If your chest is bigger than your stomach then you get a free pass” and “My “summer body” is my every day body/Everyone’s body is a “summer body””. It’s important to love ourselves no matter the size, no matter the shape. I’m tired of these ridiculous standards we set for femmes (masculine bodies tend to be able to put on more weight with less scrutiny).
Also, I think stretch marks are beautiful. They’re kind of like lightning on our skin. I don’t know why we don’t see imperfections as their own kind of beauty–they absolutely are.
I adore this prose. I ‘m especially a fan of the repetition of the word Warning, it was a jarring yet useful way to transition into each of your thoughts and laid out your poem to neatly. A a curvy girl myself, I feel your struggle sister, we wear these marks proudly and own the cellulite. Our bodies are art, thank you for the reminder.